The Truth Shall Set You Free

Well John now knows about Josh. On Friday I got so mad at John that I just told him about Josh. He actaually didn't freak as much as I thought he would. My friends say that it is too weird that he didn't. I really don't know how he feels, I am just glad he knows, I don't like to bottle things up. I have never been good at keeping my own secrets. There have only been a few, I have actaully kept.

What's True

Is it really possible to forget your first love. They say usually after a couple of years you can start to get over someone you really love. Well its been 2 years and my love for him has not even began to fade. If anything it has increased.

Cold November Rain

So now he has asked the most difficult question. Do you still love him, do you still feel the same when you are around him? You don't say anything but deep down you are screaming "YES I WANNA BE WITH YOU!" But you can't tell him that because you have started a new life that your family agrees on. But your close friends know the true. The past is were you want to be but the present is to hard to leave. So why does he asked you to make a decision? Is it because he loves you so much that he can' t hurt anymore. He always loved you and never can let you go. But your to afriad to tell him to let go because he might actually do it.