A Poem For You

If I loved you , I would have told you
But since I didn't I guess you're screwed
In the end all I have to say
Is maybe it was meant to be this way
So don't think of me anymore
Later on you will realize I am just a whore

A List of Guys That I have Had a Thing With or More (and no i didn't sleep with them all)

1. Ben R (First Kiss)
2. Cory G
3. Joshua H
4. Mani (EWW)
5. Jamie
6. Nate H
7.Matt W
8. Jameson A
9. Glen
10. Kyle
11. Eric P
12. Eric C
13. Chad
14. Josh A
15. Josh M
16. Martin J
17. Mike L
18. Gary
19. Ken
20. Mike B
21. Chris
22. Shawn
23. Josh L
24. Josh O
25. Dave
26. Matt
27. Bobby
28. John (at some party)
29. John F. (dickead)
30. Eric H
31. Nate R
32. Sean P
33. jay
34. Sean
35.Craig
36. Brandon Phinney (my MAN)

Whatever

So life is not that exciting right now. It's like I started to fall in love with this guy from school, but as usual he doesn't want me. I should have known that. No one that I want ever wants to be with me. Can't say I blame him. I haven't had the best past with guys. Every guy I have dated, I have either cheated on or something has happened with another guy (like the guy was coming on to me). It just isn't fair. All I wanted was to be happy. I am taking a break for awhile after this whole thing with the guy from school I don't want to try again. Maybe I didn't really try that hard. Well he is leaving soon and I will probably never see him again. Only thing I can do is forget. I really don't want to and I probably won' t. I wish I could have stopped myself from liking him.

LOVE SUCKS

YA SO YOU FALL IN LOVE AND THEY BREAK YOUR HEART AND THEN YOUR DEPRESSED ONCE AGAIN. WELL SCREW THAT I AM DONE. NOW I AM GONNA HAVE SOME FUN!