He says, " These days seem so long without you, now the sun doesn't shine as bright as it did when we were alone, together."

Sometimes people change and you might not always like it. But the feelings for the past are still there. How do you know if there feelings are still there? They might say one thing but mean something different or they might just say it you to get back in your pants. What happens when you tell them you are in engaged? How do you think they will react? He doesn't know yet. Maybe there is a part of me that can't tell him just in case he still loves me, it may crush him. But at the same time he knew it would happen, but he seemed to doubt it for his sake. What do you do? Tell him and then have him hurt more or tell him later, when it is too late for him? But then again, it should be too late for him, but deep down you know it isn't. You swear that some day he will change and that you will wait for him, but really he won't unless maybe there it something you can do about it. What is it, get married, have children, you change yourself?